| almost there! |
[Nov. 26th, 2006|02:03 pm] |
just wanted to say to self, self you only have two more assignments to go, the due dates are coming up...SO DO THEM!!
fine self I'll go and do them >_< *pouts* gotta remeber the 2 little exercises for participation marks too...
christmas tunes are in full swing at work, half are great and i'm thrilled to sing along to, some are just plain hideous, sad, pathetic and I always think during those songs how I would love to take the singer and bitch slap them for ruining a classic with their shitastic interpretation.
I swear, one of the jingle bell versions sounded like an emo duck!! trust me, I had the whole song to come up with this image O_O
other than work and school that happy parts in my life are that I got to finally see my lovely family, they are so great!! and my loving man and I went to see Casino Royale and Happy Feet :-D
soooo good!!! and sooo cute!! and so crazy awesome!!!!
I hope everyone is survivng school!! this is the last stretch! i know there is only one more week of classes and then exam so you girls go kick major academic ass!!
I love you all, and send fluffy hugs :-D
oh and could someone please tell me how i make my entries only seen to people of my friend's list, I tried looking one day and could not find
thankies!!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
love yuko rice xoxoxoxox |
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| going home |
[Nov. 17th, 2006|05:23 pm] |
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| | Kirsty McColl- In these shoes | ] |
I'm heading to my hometown for the weekend, I miss my family dearly xoxoxoxoxox
I hope you all have a great weekend!!
man i love my nerd boy xoxoxoxox
007 penguin weekend commence!! hehehe
it will be nice to see my dad's side again, they rock!!
as do all of you ^_~ wickedly large hugs!!!! xoxoxoxoxoxox
love yuko rice xoxoxoxox |
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| time is still flying, but its so much fun!! |
[Nov. 7th, 2006|05:19 pm] |
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I'm having a blast!!
however my final assignments are sneaking up quickly like everyone elses and I have to make sure I get them all done, since tow of them require venturing outside to libraries and computers stores for the final assignments :-O
I love all my friends!! you are all truely amazing people, i hug eahc and everyone of you a million and one times!! I hope that everyone doesn't feel like their drown in work, because if so let me know when you need a helping hand to take your mind off it :-)
I love my man, he's my rock, my confidante, my cheap therapy, moral supporter and one hell of a sexy sweetie ;-)
keeping my room clean has to be the hardest task on the planet!
halloween candy is the shit! 50% is a sale to drool over, thank you shoppers for making my thighs wider ^_^
so many tasty comments i want to make on here to others posts but simply just can't afford the time yet :(
I envy anyone with a pet, I had three wonderful kitties for 15 years and to lose all three within the span of 4 months was a crushing blow. i wish more student houses allowed pets
my job is great, I love the night shift because it is so relaxing, its like I'm my own boss, I can work hard but still take the drink and pee breaks I need to without someone breathing down my neck, or worse never getting a chance to because the cash line in the day just never ends. I do love people, just not to the point where my body screams because all it is doing is typing in money and codes, and twistuing to put things in the bags.
bah not complaining though! nightshift is also entertaining, the people that shop late at night are one of a kind
one year anniversary with my love was amazing xoxoxox can't believe it went so fast!! that definitely means it was fun ^_^
happy happy b-day Becka!! I know it was yesterday hun but I didn't get a chance to post ^_~
and Miss lady C's is pouncing tomorrow!! happy b-day!!
okies! now that i have booked my mohawk exam this morning i have to go off and write questions for the people I am interviweing for my assignment.
I would also really like to have a stable job now I am realizing more and more. when once a 9-5 job sounded like the end of my youth and fun as we know it, I'm not thinking I would love it a lot more. Maybe because I am ready for it, but i would like my evenings and weekends off. Bah I shouldn't complain, my job right now is great because I get a week off every week, but trying to sleep during the day, no matter how much sleep you get, your body just feels constantly out of whack.
man can i ramble!! okies i'm off!! i hope everyone else doing great!!
love and hugs!!
love robbs the robbie dobbie robbsky xoxoxoxoxox |
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| tripping over the flying time |
[Oct. 13th, 2006|12:58 am] |
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| | in my apartment :) | ] |
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| | KT Tunstall- suddenly I see | ] |
good lordy time flyyyyyyyyyysssssssssss!!!!
I say that everytime, but it always seems to be one thing that gets to me.
I always panic with how fast time goes because it means there are a million things I haven't gotten to and WANT to...
frinds i'm craving to hug, see, hang out with and laugh
homework that has to get done as i cringe at the thought
work that i have to go to, this being a work week
a busy lover who supports everything I do
food that must be cooked before it goes bad
family members that miss me
driving to be learned
health to keep up on
rent, internet, phone and visa to pay for
and yet, out of all those things I am smiling and don't feel like ranting at all about any of them
I just happy to be alive, silly and cheesy, but the truth.
days go by too fast, but that must mean i'm keeping busy and having fun :)
I actually have to go get my dinner ready to take to work, but i just want to say
I hope everyone ha da great thanksgiving weekend!! whether you celebrated with turkey or just relaxed, i hope it was fabulous!! I was sooo happy to see all my loving family again :) xoxoxoxoxo and I even came back with bright pink streaks in my hair thanks to my awesome big sister!! whooooo!!!!!
I know that this is midterm time and that all my dear uni friends are super stressed and super busy, so i just want to say my heart goes out to you, I know you will all kick ass on whatever you have to struggle through xoxoxoxoxoxoxxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
love robbs, who wields the power of the mighty hug!! |
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| 6 down , one to go |
[Sep. 19th, 2006|08:29 am] |
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| | passing out in my bed | ] |
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| |  exhausted | ] |
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| | morpheus' song of dreams to come | ] |
before i pass out for the last full day full of sleep I just want to say
i have survived 6 of the 7 night shifts I am required to do
all I can say is night shift is one fucked up ride, I have been through every mood this week, every stage of fatigue, every piece of my body has screamed in pain, tears shed, pee held, brain flustered, sung outloud, danced in the aisles, found disquesting food, seen many types of people, some bad, many good, lots of food eaten.
I have an irrational anxiety filling fear of the dark, but I have made myself walk to work every night, and feel good about myself for it. I have decided if someone wants to rape or rob me I have my umbrella to use to try and kick their ass, the nights i was really tired i figured a few extra mintues to lye on the pavement would be better than standing in the store.
I feel like the undead when i work the graveyard shift hahahah
so I apologize for not being around this week, only having several hours every night after sleeping and before i go to work has been hard to maximize my time between homework, friends and celebrating two family members borthdays, calling my cousin and my sister.
so after tonight's shift i will feel like a human being again, and not some sleep deprived junkie who thinks 7 all nighters in a row is a good idea.
i love you all, i hope you are enjoying school and the daylight :-D
though your missing out on the deer and the bunnies i see ;-) heheh
wicked big hugs!!!!!!!!
love robbies the zombie robbie dobbie vampire robbsky xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox |
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| super busy this next week and a half |
[Sep. 10th, 2006|06:02 pm] |
okies its gonna come on strong!!
starting this wednesday is my first 7 days straight and then the blissful 7 off. on the full week that I am working i will only be sad missing friends and not being able to have logan sleepover :( so on the week that i am off I will be dancing in the streets or just relaxing.
the next hard part that I am about to tackle is figuring out what my onling courses want, i became frustrated reading the same thing over and over again on friday and I am giving it a fresh start today (ok so i slept until 5pm...) I'm not the most comp sauve person so i'm hoping these courses really help me.
I'm still also trying to sort out my room as the stuff piles don't seem to be going down, just moved around.
forgive me still for not going on msn that much yet, once i get a grasp of the logging in precess of my two classes i will make time for it.
good luck to all of you 4th years, or which ever year you are in, i'm very proud of you all for making it this far xoxoxoxox
love and hugs robbs xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox |
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| my public apology for being back but not here |
[Sep. 5th, 2006|05:25 pm] |
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| | crazy | ] |
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| | ramalama bang bang- Roisin murphy | ] |
I have scored very high on the shitty friend o meter lately and I haven't meant to at all :(
A huge apology and sympathy to the lovely Miss Becka and missing her kiss ass bbq :( that was NOT intentional at all as I have told the ever sweet Becka who, for some reason, still wants to be my friend! i have to say this- to assume makes a big ass out of me, I thought the bbq was off due to the rain and your emotional week hun, plus my damn phone charger being stupidly forgotten at Logan's house, resulting in my very dead phone and a lack of a way to call as my internet was also not set up until that day.
*hangs her head in shame* I vow to make it up to you Becka!!
This last week I have been back has been very crazy. First of all, i stayed my first whole week in Hamilton at Logan's house (god bless his open minded and sweet parents!!) because my landlord wanted me to pay an extra week of rent by coming early. I have ranted about that so much I just can't bare to do it on here. so instead Logan and his parents saved me $70, which may not seem like a lot, but I am super poor this year being denied osap because i'm not a "FULL" time student, so that $70 pays for the 3 books i need for my DE classes this semester!!
as a result though i didn't want to be rude and sit there all day on their internet or tie up their phone line, so I would just check my email and then log off. I'm sure I could have used it longer but I also had very important homework to do, which is still a little stressful to me, which is reading my info packages for becoming a cashier at The Barn. I have survived so far (knock on wood) 3 graveyard shifts so far. i have another on tonight and wed, which makes me very sadly have to miss the concert at Mac :( however I'm very very thankful to have this job as it gives the opportunity to stay in Hamilton even though i could very easily be sitting in oville right now, still working at wal-mart and doing my online courses there. which is why I will sadly be poor this year even though i have a job. the reason i have the job is so i can make future rent money which will ensure my staying in Hamilton, also to pay for each set of online courses that I do, and to pay to feed myself and for fun outtings when they happen :-D
I'll make sure i'll give everyone a heads up if they want when I work, whenever they start me on my week on week off-ness.
I have to run off and get dinner now, but I want to say that i had an absolute BLAST with lady Carrera and the lovely Miss Becka at the Winona peach festival, thank you soooooo much Becka for driving!! that was such a fun time with you great ladies!!
and thanks to miss michelle for a sushi buddy today!! that was so tasty!! I missed it! and for hitting up cheapies :D plus finding you that memory card for so cheap!! i paid double for mine lol! so now when it gets filled up if it does, I know where to get $5 psone mem cards!!
gotta head up to mohawk either tomorrow or wed to get my books and pray they will sign my orphen pension form so that i still qualify for that because i am in some sort of schooling. I would be very grateful for that extra break, if not, tis all good i'll keep living ^_~
love to you all, to the dear friends i will see as the school years starts i have one thing to say~ I love you all so much and look forward to passing out big hugs!!!! don't even think about running away from them, i'll find ya ^_~ hehehehehe
love and hugs~~
love robbs the robbie dobbie robbsky xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxooxxoxoxoxoxoxox |
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| oh shit!! this week is moving too fast |
[Aug. 22nd, 2006|03:17 pm] |
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| | in my crowded head | ] |
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| | london bridge- Fergie | ] |
so fucking much to do, so many people to see, and time has run out
as of today:
10 months spent with the most fucking incredible man to fall into my life, I knew there was something special about that boy from the moment he sat down to chat. God bless friends, god bless Mac, and god bless my chance to have him. I feel so empowered by Logan, who listens to everything I have to say, feels for me when I hurt, is happy for me and my achievements, and lets me touch as often as this affectionate girl needs.
I'm sorta sorry if this sounds like bragging, but then again i'm not, i'm truely happy and wish for the world to know. I hope everyone gets to experience a love like this once in their life. Don't bother getting depressed if it isn't right now, it will happen. my mom and step dad didn't get together until 9 years ago, and I believe they were soul mates who just took a little longer to find each other. Unfortunately you might also have to weed through the sea of assholes before a good guy washes ashore, hopefully he has not been too jaded by the equal amount of bitchy women out there.
this reminds me of an amazing quote from a new fave show of mine I found called point pleasant:
" there are two types of people who will hate you, the stupid and the envious. the stupid will forget in about 5 years, the envious will hate you forever"
after another summer in Oville, I am thankful this quote finally came along, and i do not feel alone in feeling this way. I still have several past friends in town who secretly loath my existance because I am so happy in my life, and have been for a long time. they disregard all the fucked up shit that has ever happened to me, and instead obssess about the fact that I am enjoying life and for some reason they are not, and this is by no manes fair to them in their eyes.
I was too scared to stand up for myself before, always afraid of upsetting someone or making them feel bad, which always used to make me feel guilty.
to those people who are emotionally dependant on another person in order to make their life happy, whether that be a friend, boy/girlfriend, sibling, parent, all I have to say is I have no time for you anymore.
I'm sick of being overly nice, and that's the harsh truth. I don't owe anyone my services, hospitality, or my precious time. I give it because i choose to. I'm getting sick of the guilt trips:
1) you never call
2) your never online
3) you never come over to see me in my house, town, city, country
I'm one fucking person, get over it and find a hobby.
hahah oh wow I'm sorry if this angry rant offends anyone, it is not directed at anyone, it is just my built up rage, and i thank lj, because i would be afraid to see how it would come out otherwise.
I love my friends to death, and they have known for years that i would do anything for them, i would be wake in a heart beat if they needed me, i would buy them little things to make them happy, or accompany them whereever they needed to go.
but too many people have I let over use my kindness, for too long i have let them, only to feel utterly drained and angry at the end of the day.
I'm still going to be the sweetheart I strive to always be, but the rules are going to change. i'm not going to run to the aid of everyone at the drop of a hat, i will not bat an eye at the sound of a guilt trip coming on, and i will not offer my sympathy to anyone who is just sitting on their ass whining instead of doing something, even if it is little, to better their shitty situation.
I'm sure i'm a hypocrite for many of the things that I mentioned above, but I'm also aware of that and don't care, in the end I do what I need to get what i want done, and if i can't make that happen at first, i cry and panic and repeat myself, and then i try a new route.
I told myself i wouldn't bare my soul on lj ever again as i did in highschool, but I don't care what people do with this information, unless they try to use it against me. that would just make me angry, and there are very few people who have seen me truely angry.
on different topics, my landlord wants to charge me for moving in 5 extra days earlier, she keeps saying its 10 days earlier, shows how she can't fucking count, i fear for my cheques she cashes every month.
I meant for the last couple days to write a long happy post about how I am the new nightshift cashier at the Barn in Dundas, but it has been pushed asiade by lack of time, event, and strong emotions. i think the job is just amazing for me right now in my life. It is 7 nights stright, which may sound harsh, but then it is 7 days off, which means every other week it will be like I have a week long vacation from work!! which means I will still get to have tons of fun with all you mamazing friends. the week that i am working will only be bad because I won't be able to go out that weekend, no biggie though as i can hang out with people during the days. I will still get to have sleep overs with logan , it will just be day time instead of night :-D i think the every other week off is so great because it means if people want to hang out they know I'll be free. Also importantly the job gives me time to do my homework every week whether i'm working or not. the only thing on the week i work too is that i will be getting home at 7am and want to sleep until 3pm so that i can get my 8 hours in and not get sick.
I'm so sad to leave my family as they are all in orangeville or windsor,but i know in both cities my grandparents have many other loving relatives to look after them other than just me.
I'm looking forward to fun this year :-D
love robbs the robbie dobbie robbsky xoxoxoxoxooxoxoxox big hugs for all xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox |
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| life throws interesting curve balls |
[Aug. 14th, 2006|03:18 pm] |
ok so driving with the instructor cannot be done until I come home to visit my family as he is fully booked for the next two weeks. Sadly this fills me with relief as all i wanted to do for the last two weeks is see all my family lots and work my crappy wal-mart closing shifts.
I am however very determined to get my G2 by christmas, this is a personal goal and I want to get on it so that I can at least rent a car to drive around by myself :)
registering fo CE courses started bright and early at 8:30am and I definitely made sure I was up ^_^
trying to clean my room is still making feel like a loser, or that I should be put on that clean sweep show. Which, if anyone did put me on that show I would cry, and them beat them with my junk :-O lol However...I am pathetic... I have just packed up about 200 vhs under my bed (I'm trying to do this while my parents are away and can't throw a fit), and looking around my basement, there is still about 400+ on our movie shelves. That's just bulky vhs :S dvds is a whole new ball game.. I have filled up 3 full drawers and one full box of those slim convenient cases.
what does this all mean?? I just have to have a shit load of movie nights, and I will never have to rent another movie ever again. It makes me really sad that vhs are being kicked to the curb, I have too many that I can't replace!!
ok forgive my pointless rant, I just needed a sit down break... now back to work ^_^
hugs for everyone!!!!
love robbs the robbsky xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
PS I really want to go to the so you think you can dance tour in TO xoxoxoxox |
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| forgive me but I must |
[Aug. 12th, 2006|03:20 pm] |
unfortunately ladies this will my last chance at an entry for awhile unless I manage to succeed in all my endevours...
I have only 2 weeks left in Orangeville which is very exciting, very saddening, and very very panicing
1) I have to get 9 hours of driving in with the instructor that I put off since last summer, man I'm a knob, but I still get so nervous thinking about it, amkes me sick to the stomach :(
2) back up all my books and dvds, and hide the rest of my crap, so i don't have to hear my parents tell me I have too much crap, because I do, I am trying to perge my room at this very moment. I hate to sound like the worst friend in the world, but if you all want to do me a huge favour in the furutre holidays and birthdays to come, please just give me gift certificates, I will bow down and kiss your feet if you do, don't even think its wrong to give grocery gift certificates i would also kiss your feet as this year, so that I can stay in Hamilton next summer, you will be meeting a very poor Robyn.
I already told my mom i will happily take food and alcohol donations
which leads to the next thing: a job
3) I am trying to get a job in Hamilton that gives the hours I want, is fairly close, and something that I can stand to go to. I am praying I do not have to get desperate with the job search :( which brings me to the cruel harsh fact: lots of movie get togethers this year ok!! I can do drinking ones , but they must involve predrinking as I will have small amounts of cash to use on alcohol. But that doesn't mean I don't want to go to the bar lots :D I will just need help getting on the bus :D
which is another thing, I may be working, but that does not mean I have tons of free money, that moeny will go towards paying off each Mohawk course I take, and being saved for the following summer so that I have the rent money to continue to stay in Hamilton.
I have come to realize, i need no more movies, books, anime, cds, clothes, toys, stuffed animals, posters, or blankets (you would be shocked at how many i have)
I have so many of that long list above that i have not watched, read, or thoroughly enjoyed. which is what I plan to do this year. when I have watched all my movies, i will watch them again, and add some to the collection on holidays. same with books, i have stored up enough books and comic books to last two years. Pretty sad, but that couldn't be helped because textbooks were the cause of that, no time to read my guilty fiction pleasures.
4) I have to apply for my Mohawk courses on monday, i hope the process is not too painful. i have practiced before hand and know which two courses I am going to start with. I will build up from there once i am confident with what to do in the courses and with my computer.
5) get borrowed stuff back from Orangeville friends. no more Miss nice Robyn: I want my books back, movies back, and keychains back from where I forgot them.
well its almost 4pm and my big sister is coming down for her birthday today yayyyy ^_^ so now I have to go tackle the mess I started in the room, and then go to work at 6pm.
oh yeah, that is the other reason i will be IMA, I heave for the last two weeks at wal-mart all short 5 hour night shifts.
okies here i go, wish me luck, and i shall see all you amazing friends very soon
love and hugs xoxoxoxoxo
love robbs the robbie dobbie robbsky xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox |
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| scared to jinx myself!! |
[Jul. 28th, 2006|12:50 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | my happy place | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | ecstatic | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | koda kumi- birthday eve MV | ] |
sooooo happy!!!!!
I'm afraid to post a happy lj at the moment because I really don't want to jinx myself!! :-S
This month has been the most insane one of the 3 so far....
as a result i have yucky stress rash..on the plus side, playing connect the dots is fun!!
my aunt sent me into a downward sad paniced spiral when she said some places don't accept the lib tech course I am going to be taking. this was extremely upsetting to hear as it has been my plan to do this course for so long now.
it basically through my life into chaos and tears. I have a problem of serious tunnel vision, when i want something I am determined to get it and am relentless in my persute. Being told what I want may not be any good was a slap in the face. (my aunt works at a library,however she got her job back when the career didn't need education).
all I could think was....oh wow...what the hell do i do if i find out that doing the course won't help me.
This was happily wiped away tonight by the lovely lady who runs the program i wish to go in :-D she emailed me saying remember the program is for all types of libraries as well as office jobs, what places to look for lib jobs, and that libs techs are people too. (though try telling that to my older sister!)
one other thing that has been bothering me... i haven't been driving in the 3 months I have been home :( i still owe the driving instructor 9 hours in car, if he still remembers me. sigh... eventually it will happen, i just get so paniced because i wonder how i will practice in Hamilton, I will just have to head home and practice when i can.
one other worry on the brain, is getting a job in Hamilton. Although the lovely Amanda says the movie palace is hiring, i hate to sound lazy or wimpy but i wouldn't be able to make it up the mountain in time for work, and getting home at night would scare me :S so I am going to hound the places near me.
and Carrera, on your last post you mentioned ignorant people. FUCK YES!!!! and SO RUDE!!!! they don't treat working people like people, they treat them like slaves to do their bidding!! two fucking broads asked asked to get a ladder to get two tent shelter things down. i looked at the two things they were pointing at, pointed right in front of me, behind them, and said oh there is one, and there is the other >_< also customers who don't say even hi send me in a pissy rage. I don't care if they don't want to answer how are you, but just say HI!! it was so infuriating today too because I took a shift today for them because they needed more people, and i was 6 mins late and they called my house!!!!! ahhhhh for fuck sakes!! at least wait 10!!
don't get me wrong at all folks I'm in a friggin fabulous mood after receiving the lib tech email and watching a whole slew of koda kumi videos, my word that girl is so damn HOT!!!
also last night was so much fun!! my oville pal James came over and he, my sister and her bf all went to my buddy simon's house because I had, to my dismay, left Logan's sweater there (even more sad...Mrs. Matziv washed it!! ahhhhh!!!! lol) well we ended up standing in the Matzov's foyer for 2 hours listening to simon's dad tell us hilarious, gruesome, sad, and utterly bizarre stories of his ER room at the hospital. That whole family is so great!! simon's 2 brothers and one sister, 2 kitties, puppy, and fishies are all so much fun ^_^
after the cool stories we all headed to our fancy McD's. It so fancy i tells ya! leather chairs and a fireplace, they went balls out for the Oville McD's :-O
the best part of the night was coming home to watch Rainbow Brite, which James brought with him, along with the Transformers animated movies (BTW whose excited about the live action Transformers movies!!!!! fuckin right doggie!!!) as well as the G.I.Joe.
I recently added to my cartoon movie collection: Batman verses Dracula..no i couldn't have made that up if i tried ^-^ its fabulous!! its the dark knight vs. the prince of darkness!!
oh wow!! just peeked at the time, me very sleepy so i will stop making all of you sleepy too and head to dream land :-D
I love you all!!!! Survivor: Summer has almost been outlasted, outplayed, and out..umm..need a third out!! i forget the shows 3!! lol
love and hugs for everyone!!!!!!!
~love robbs the robbie dobbie robbsky xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox |
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| This month has gone by in a blur |
[Jul. 22nd, 2006|01:12 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | la la land | ] |
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| | ditzy | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | walk away- kelly clarkson | ] |
I want to write a HUGE HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MICHELLE XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
your prezzie I have found is a tad difficult to mail hun so I might save it til sept or figure a way to compact it okies!!
I am in a wickedly fabulous mood today!! Alright happy post!! aww lol forgive my sad ones, I have very down this summer, my impending future is trying to kick the crap out my life goals, but i won't let it beat me, because my love has made me realize
life is unpredictable, but that doesn't mean that chaos shouldn't be fun right!!
and to the love of my life, 9 love and lust filled months with you has been such a beautiful dream come true xoxoxoxoxox
today was so great because I got to help my mom with the groceries, forgive me i'm an errand fiend. this resulted in mom be so kind as to take me to the golden arches where she further rocked my world by helping me complete my pirate toy collection!!!! woot!!
we then came home and only minutes after my best bud Ben pulled up!! he has been at summer camp for 2 months, and I envy the boy as it sounds like a blast!! The funny part?? the girl he is seeing now at camp goes to Mac! small world!
then it was off to work where I was blessed for some reason with a great new schedule (damn work making life be booked 3 weeks in advance). I was about to buy dinner and Terry gave me her extra tuna wrap, sooo good!! I then had to listen to a man in black leather chaps whine and bitch that wal-mart didn't have any good maps, i had to kindly interrupt his lament to tell him to do his debt before it timed out! gah!! The ladies next in line had a good laugh with me after I said i should have become a therapist for thei job!
found a SWEET old 1942 pirate movie at furure shop!! its called the Black swan!! yayyyy to classic pirate movies!! aye tis buried treasure!!
came home last night to find out my awesome friend James dropped off a Pirates of the Carribean standee from his work!! OMG its sooo pretty with Jack, will and Elizabeth!! my only thought?? where shall i put my 3 standees?? i will have to rotate them most definitly!!
I have to apologize RIGHTNOW if any of this sounds like bragging, i just want to type out my happiness because I have felt so happy all day!!
I also went to the dentist today and got my mouth guard!! YAYYYYYYY!!!!!! now michelle and I are Grind buddies!! (PS: if anyone thinks they might grind their teeth, get that checked out, leaving it be equals bad for your body!!)
its so cool!! it looks like a reverse retainer!!!! AND...AND.... my pretty blue case is a new surface that i must defile in holy stickerness!! boom shakalaka!!!!!!
I also got to see my cousin's new kitty Winnie!! she...excuse me he..is soooo fuzzy and super cute!! hehehe winnie was thought to be a girl...then his balls dropped >_< my cousin mitch says he should be renamed whienis the penis hehehe forgive me, potty humour is my fave :-D
I just want to hug everything i see right now!! but I think i will start with my bed ^_^
I love you all, smile and remember that I will be coming at you very soon with wicked hug tackles!!!!!
love robbs the robbie dobbie robbsky xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox |
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[Jul. 8th, 2006|11:49 pm] |
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I hope you sexy women had really fun birthdays!!!!! save a piece of cake for me..ok don't, it would be so gross after a week in the fridge >_< but enjoy your b-days with the people you love, which is half the human population because you gals are such sweethearts ^_^ xoxoxoxox
I want to update big time right now but I'm about to pass out in my lovely bed but I will share this funny medical story with you very quickly ^_^
so I had 2 ECGs that came back abnormal in the last year and that sent up red flags with my doctor who told me to go to a cardio specialist. The appoitment was today and I think the results are rather humourous, which is much better than my ECGs saying I had a mild stroke. What I actually have is a thicker, longer, more vertical heart than other people. My heart is completely healthy, I just have a big heart ^_^ my mom found this very amazing, my dad thought it was cute, my one sister said that makes sense b/c I'm a freak of nature, and my older sister asked if it needed to be cut or trimmed down in any way (jokingly...i hope!!) :-)
the one doctor was so cute she only came up to my belly button and was always smiling, however the nurse was quite cold as I lie bare breasted for her so she could try and shove my left boob out of the way to get better pictures for the monitor.
the ironic point of the day: finding out I'm super healthy and my mom say yay let's go to dairy queen for a chili cheese dog and ice cream ^_^ damn it was tasty...
okies heading to bed...one more thing!!
I got to pet super cute horsises at the founder's day festival in town WOOT!!!!!
I miss you all wicked badly, I daydream about being back in Hamnilton and seeing everyone, the memories of all the fun crazy things we did over the last year get me through the day ^_^ especially when customers complain that we shouldn't keep our coffee filters near the coffee makers, pssshhtt lady you need a life!! get in line behind the guy who bitched he used up gas so he could get bits and bites and the nerve we had being out of them!! honestly! :-O
giant big mother fuckin hugs for everyone!!!!! xoxoxoxoxoxox
love robbs the robbie dobbie robbsky xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox |
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| because if you've gots the poison then i've gots the remedy |
[Jun. 18th, 2006|01:39 am] |
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feeling very out of my body at them moment.
maybe because I never give it enough sleep. The only thing on my mind lately has been trying to figure out how to get to Hamilton to see my friends. I realize work is not willing to be kind to cashiers and give them 3 days off in a row, which would be great for getting to the hammer, as two makes it so hard, grab the two buses up for a day and a bit to only have to take them back in the early afternoon the very next day.
I cannot promise anything, but wal-marts schedule is up until july 7 right now, i think I will try to book 3 days the week after that b/c it is still doable until friday when the new evil schedule goes up.
I'm finding intense family situations just make me want to run for the hills. I have never been good with confrontation, especially the kind that comes from a menopausal mom and a teenage son. Plus my older sister telling me becoming a libraruian is a silly career move, or that i should grow up and stop being so damn cutsy all the time.
Fuck that is all i have to say.
everyone bugging me to start driving again is giving me an ulcer. The thought of driving fills me with such fear and dread i panic and forget what i'm doing. Now honestly, who would want a person like me on the road!!??
During the slew of whiney customers today I had a really fun moment with fellow anime fans. A girl who had come through my cash before, and who was very impressed that i could name all the characters on her backpack, came through my line again today but with more anime fans in tow. Funny enough they gave me a flyer for the anime club at the library that my good friend Karl runs. Apparently one of the girls is taking over the club when Karl goes to university this year. Now sadly due to wal-mart or some other unforseen event, I have always missed the club meetings in the last two years of its existance. I can finally make it to this tues, though I will be a little late, due to work as per usual.
OMFG there is a Blade tv series starting June 28, sure its not Wesley snipes, but let's give the new actor a chance to prove his day walker-ness!! xoxoxoxoxox
to the amazing and sweet lady friends who have sent me emails in the past week or so, I know I OWE ya a nice long email big time and it will come!! ^_^
I have the biggest desire to do so many things but lately i have been craving getting piss drunk, sorry but I haven't since....?? st.patty's was fun being very tipsy, but I could still walk lol, or slide across the hardwood floor :-D hehehe I want to have more horsie lessons from Becka with lovely shariya by my side, taking care of her overly nervous rider xoxox
I want to have a big group chat til the wee hours of the morning or afternoon, catch up on everyone's insane summer. But I especially want to go dancing. I miss the embassy so badly, I wish i could drive to take everyone to nashville north for country line dancing. i want to take up belly dancing that the new indian restaurant here offers. i want to join Miss hino's Grandma's dance studio, along with shall we dance one and the fred astaire one.
now I shall fall asleep with michael bubly crooning in my ear ^_^
hugs to all my beloved women
~love robbs the robbie dobbie robbsky~ xoxoxoxox |
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[Jun. 11th, 2006|01:02 am] |
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I feel utterly cheated and ripped off by wal-mart and the need for money.
I MISSING OUT on all the fun that is happening in Hamilton.
CONGRATS lADY c FOR BEING SO BEAUTIFUL AND SMART HUNNY!! YOU MADE IT AND I LOVE YOU FOR STICKING TO IT AND SHOWING THE WORLD YOU ROCK!! ESPECIALLY MY SOCKS!!!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH YOU GRADUATE!!!! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
I am sitting here, sadlt to say, with my eyes leaking because I am so upset I had to miss Carrera's graduation celebration party. I didn't want to at all, I WANTED TO GO soooo badly...but wal-mart makes you book your LIFE 3 weeks in advance... 3 fucking weeks!!! sorry but who knows what's going to happen almost a month from now?? 2 weeks I can understand but 3?? sometimes even a month, those times make me want to punch the wall.
which i have wanted to do a lot lately. I know everyone has horror stories from their jobs. Lord knows i need lj to rant or i'll lose my job by beating the shit out of the next customer that gives me some fucking unnecssary attitude.
whiney woman today came to rant in my line about how the guy cleaning the washroom wouldn't let her in even though she was going to apparently phaint. Now whether she was a hypocondriact (sp?) or not, i don't give a shit, she should have been a big girl and searched out the manager herself. Why do all the customers think the cashiers have all the power of the store under their thumb?? FUCK we are the lowest in authority on the peaking order!! Fucking scan monkeys tis all we are, never allowed to leave our scan stalls until we are told. The lady told me to report the cleaning guy to my manager, and in the same breath said she would never shop there again. I was so relieved! haha that saved me from having to bother telling the manager ^_^
it was so nice to see my aunt/uncle and grandparents come through my till today :-D they are always so sweet!!
it was funny though, i gave my grandma a kiss see ya later as per usual, and the man next in line asked if wal-mart was giving those out now, hahaha....NO!! i laughed it off, ewww >_<
once again, as i fear wal-mart has taken away everything I ever loved. I barely am home to see my family in my home, let alone my aunt/uncle/cousins/and grandparents, plus oville friends that all live close to me and yet seem so far because i never seem to be able to get to them :-(
ESPECIALLY Hamilton. you name it, I miss it, the good, the bad, the ugly. Wal-mart calls me a "part-time" worker but gives me full time hours. This leads to me feeling super super guilty that I rant about this. I have many friends who still haven't found summer jobs, or don't have enough hours, and here I am with the nerve to complain I get to much.
I have to, if I don't I just fall into this really deep dark place that I don't like >_< not trying to sound silly and emo, but I have been, in the famous words of Chris from RE1 game "I am a shell of my former self". this is very sadly true. I have been getting so violently angry at the smallest annoyances.It could be some little thing my mom or sibling said that throughs me into an angry rage to the point i want to throw shit at the wall. i'm sure everyone has felt this before several times in their life, but i find this seems to happen in extended amounts when back at wal-mart. Or, i have to selfish and say this, being at home. I have been spoiled by unbridled freedom of my student house at school, and now do not know how to handle being home with expectations of me that just don't sink up to the new me I've made of myself while at school.
getting one day off every 4 to 5 days makes it virtually impossible to try and catch the two buses required to make it to Hamilton. this has really made me depressed lately. I'm missing out on birthdays, graduations, friends leaving for foreign farwawy places, supporting friends in need, long chats at the coffee house, or getting toasty on a Hess porch. whether small friend gatherings or large, i am missing thEm ALL, and it is driving me insane!!!!
and I haven't had a chance to say in an email, or over the phone, i might have mentoned here, but if anyone wants to see the hickness of oville, by all means ladies you are more than welcome, you know who you are ^_~ come on...you know you wanna!!
on a much happier note, I had 4 marvelous days of bliss with my boy ^_^ two weeks away from each other is just Sacrilegious!!! Poor Logan had to take the bus to Bramalea, then to Brampton (that didn't come so he had to take the local transit) to the Brampton go station, then finally that one went to Oville. Once he was here I was indeed a greedy greedy bitch and didn't share him with anyone. I miss him so much it hurts.
gah...I have run out of steam....next report will be on how fun, nutty , chaotic Grad was O_O
I love you all, I hope you are smiling through the summer days, with happy or just gritting your teeth for the public, just think, one month down, 3 to go....who ever though that we would WISH for school one day?? ^_^
hugs to all my most amazing female friends, even if I haven't talked to you in a dog's age, PLEASE realize that i think about you, and especially raving to people here, about how lovely and wonderful you ALL are!! :-D
love robbs the robbie dobbie robbsky xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox |
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[May. 31st, 2006|01:03 am] |
I log onto here, have so much I want to write and then...it all gets fogotten when the blank posting screen comes up.
In a sad mood honestly, but I will try to not to write sad things. i hate sad things, they make people sad >_<
my life consists of wal-mart these days. I can't complaint AT ALL b/c I get 30+ hours on average. So my only whine I'll risk to say is, at the end of that kind of week my mind is fuckin fried. Trying to be genuinely nice to hundreds of people a day 6 days in a row gtes daunting. Especially if they are in a grumpy mood, that just throws off my nicey nice groove.
Fucking highschool exes and their moms going through my lines, pick another fucking cashier!! though in all honesty, it makes me laugh. not trying to sound bitchy, but these guys have grown up into full blown redneck oville townies, and I couldn't be secretly happier *evil laugh* and their moms trying to convince me they are doing great, pssshhttt please, your son's a crackhead, not exactly a glam lifestyle. (not lying about the crackhead part either)
super cool customer report:
1) the white Buddhist couple, I commented on their amida buddha and buddha eyes necklace, which lead to the man showinf his buddhist eyes tat ^_^ They have been buddhists for 2 years, married 24 years, and next year for the bi2-5 want to go to thailand to see the temples. I really hope they get to :-D
2) hearing this tiny little boy voice sing "we will, we will, rock you" from the shopping cart
3) the little boy and girl whose lovely mom bought them gum ^_^ the little girl asked me to open hers, and the little boy offered me a piece, which i happily took b/c he was so nice to share :-)
4) not a customer: but sitting in the bathroom at work and hearing the mom in the stall beside me say to her wee little boy "hold onto your penis" I had to stifle a laugh at that ^_^ of course little guys have to hold onto it so it doesn't spray everywhere, but its also not something you hear everyday! hahahaha
I think this has been the hardest summer thus far coming back home. 3/4th of my oville friends did not come back to oville, other that were constantly here are leaving. It bums me out more than I care to think. I miss my hamilton friends terribly, all the time, every damn day. You lovely huggables are my second family who i don't function properly without. I'm glad everyday i make it through work, it means one more day closer to reuniting with my most favourite loved ones in da whole wide world!! I have the best friends on earth, or for all of the galaxy for that matter!!
and I REALLY hate to sound like a whining bitch, but being away from my other half hurts so much. I emails and phone calls supress sad feelings, but my eyes tend to leak quite a bit when I'm here.
my biggest worry right now: applying to Mohawk, i have to get up bright and early on the day the classes open and click like mad to get the ones i require for the course, its first come, first serve.
I saw X-Men 3 and I REALLY LOVED the characters again!! I adore what they do with them!! My one minor beef: too many plots, not enough summing up, which is impossible to do i know for ANY movie. I just wanted to see more of hottie Angel flying without a shirt, and more than 5 seconds of uber gorgeous psylocke ^_^ however, mystique made me cream my panties..as did Wolverine...but that's for you to see ^_~ xoxoxoxox
what i wish for right now: to pound back a couple of really tasty coolers with my girls and my boy and just get happily silly drunk, b/c itd been so long i have forgotten how much fun a hangover can be too ^_^
my current obsessions right now: HARDCORE my little pony collecting!! SOOO happy i managed to win on good ol ebay "a very minty christmas" as it was taken back to storage after x-mas, those jerks!!
~fred astaire, ginger rogers, marilyn, cary grant.
** if anyone sees a cheap copy of some like it hot, or caberet, tell me where please and thankies!!!!!
my little brother had a FABULOUS time at Anime North, he went as Cid Highwind from Final Fantasy 7. His costume was steller ^_^ and the total sweetie bought me a sausage nightmare Jack skellington pillow!! its long and perfect;y fits behind my neck :-D I love that boy!!
speaking of sibs, my sister is fitting in nicely to the wal-mart scene. they put her in whatever dept needs help every shift, which makes it interesting enough for her. Everybody thinks she's really sweet b/c she's so quiet. I keep laughing and thinking holy fuck!! you should hang out with her for a whole day!! quiet my ass!! :-D
** on a final fun/oh no more cool crap note: my good buddy James who works at our EB manages to get me the new Guild wars standee HOT woman!! and poster of said HOT woman!! I haven't seen the standee yet but I'm sure she will compliment my other super SEXY guild wars chickie ^_^
I feel selfish blabbing here, but its my LJ lol so i shouldn't right??
I would like to say I'm SO SO happy to all the girlies that went to anime north and had a blast!! I can lament with the girlie who got her wisdom stoelen too ^_^ too the poor retail and grocery workers, or working women in general, I lament and send you big hugs on the days you have stupid customers who are so rediculous i'm surprised they function enough to leave their house >_< and finall to my ladies returning from far off beautiful places, or who have just become proud mothers, congratulations of surviving and enjoying the mind blowing fun and tiring but awesome days :-D
I truely, honestly love you all, you amazing characters make my life so much fun!!
WICKEDLY HUGE HUGS!!!!!
love robbs the robbie dobbie robbsky xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox |
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| X-MEN LAST STAND COMING FUCKIN SOON!!!! |
[May. 23rd, 2006|11:54 pm] |
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I think I'm going to cream my panties and ball my eyes out at that movie. Its gonna be an intense one!!
I'm a poo head!! I always have so much I want to update and then get home from work and don't have the mental power to write :( As of right now I need to give my dirty body a shower before the filth from work gives me a wicked bad headache. hot image i know, linger on it for a moment ;-D
I don't want to jinx myself but the last couple of shifts have went by really well since Mr. wife beater came through my til. My mummy mullet and twin mullet boys came through my line again, smiley as ever. I tell kind customers that we need rewards for people like them b/c they just make my day so much better. I was actually given the task to train a noob tonight!! A wee little pint sized boy that apologizes just as much as me!! I told him that works perfectly for this industry as its "never" the customers fault or "never" technology's fault, just yours.
I think I mentioned before, but man being back here is like a bad highscool reunion. I'm sure all the losers i went to highschool with think I'm a townie b/c I'm at wal-mart. Bitch please!! I am having deja vu here, but same goes with the popular ones that didn't go anywhere b/c they thought their popularity would just carry them through life. I think the most disturbing is the amount of people married, married with kids, or just with kids that I knew from highschool. The children of townies to repopulate oville. Plus all the damn Torontonians coming in and building suburbia around us locals just puts a bee in my bonnet. why, b/c TO people are snobby. They want to live in a small town but have all the big city luxuries. I'm sorry but that's how you turn a small toen into a city. Le sigh...forgive my rant. I just love the country AND the city, but it seems you have to go further and further to get to country now. Where are my 25 horses going to gallop damnit!!
man, see. I should try to write a post after work. All it sounds like is one big BF.
In much happier news my mouth feels almost back to normal after wisdom teeth pullage and that makes me smile wide to be able to. Mostly all solids are back in business, just gotta be careful with some of the sharp ones.
my sister officially works with me at wal-mart now. yay to jobage!!
feeling everyone's excitement for AN, including my brother, makes me really miss it :( I think I am going to go next year as a treat to myself if I survive my library technician program since NYC, sister's wedding, teeth anf getting back to work have been my big fun/crazy things this year.
I'm really enjoying just relaxing with books lately and working. My family keeps me really busy too which is great. I always always miss hamilton though when I'm away. So many great friends there, life friends I feel, or PLPs :-D, plus the absolute love of my life xoxox
I wonder who is going, if any, to take the to empty rooms in my house. New roomates are always a new excitement, anxiety, challenege. like I say, I'm more than will, now that I feel comfortable in my house, to establish dominance right away if they are shitty roomates. If they don't recycle and play shitty music at 4am again, they shall taste the wraith of the crazy tall bitch up stairs who whips my little ponies at their heads while belting out country tunes or michael buble, either works ^_^
I love you all so much!!!! To the ladies that are going to AN, all of you babes enjoy yourselves super lots!! to the rest of you fine hunnies just pacing through the week to the next weekend, you have a lovely time to.
huge hugs to my huggbales!!!! :-D
~love robbs the robbie dobbie robbsky xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox |
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| I OWE A LOT OF APOLOGIES!!!! |
[May. 14th, 2006|11:49 pm] |
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*hangs head in shame*
I feel like I owe many many people apologies and explainations for my disappearance these past two-ish weeks.
firstly a HUGE apology to the ladies who have saw my name on msn but not gotten responses from me!! I love my dear mommy, but I let her on my comp and forgot to deactivate my msn turning on automatically. She didn't know what to do so she just ignored them. I'M VERY SORRY!!
which leads to another huge apology for not going on msn that much myself. I know that I didn't go on a lot at school due to essays (not a pro, can't chat and write, that's too many functions for me lol). Honestly I have just not felt like I had the energy to. Even now I know I should be a good friend and put on my msn but I just don't have the brain power right now. This first 3 days back at wal-mart has zapped what little spirit I had left at the moment. I had forgotten how much fun it is to be verbally abused and belittled by grown adults who enjoy taking their shitty lives out on a defenceless cashier.
Apparently I wasn't sorry enough he said for making him wait 12 minutes in line as he had been counting the minutes on his cell phone. I was incompetant, pathetic, unbelievable for not giving him warning that he would have to wait in line 12 minutes in wal-mart at 6pm on a saturday night the day before mother's day. Meanwhile his 6 yr old son is watching daddy make a cashier burst into tears and continue to harass her without softening at the sight of tears. My profuse apologies did not satisfy him enough that he went to the head csm and asked to speak to the manager. she then found the head and assistant managers.
sorry...not trying to sound like a drama queen, I could not make this shit up. However, the happy ending to this story.... the lady in front of him (that had held him up) followed him to the managers and attempted to defend my honour, only to be bitched at by him as well. The head managers told the anger management man to get out of the store and don't come back as you are not allowed to harass associates like that.
had to get that story out....to all my women on hear who I have heard your angry or hilarious customer stories i love you for putting up with this shit AND doing your school work. I'm just not that brave.
on a very happy note, all the lovely people who worked at wal-mart that I missed terribly gave me a huge welcome back, lots of hugs and smiles ensued.
New York was fucking fabulous!!!! honestly that trip went so well!! sure there are always tensions that flare on long trips, especially 6 girls, but that can't be avoided in a foreign place with 6 different personalities. I'm working on my journal as we speak, having my pictures back helps a whole bunch to put memories in order. Gotta remember that in order to scan em I have to grab my scanner from Hamilton :-D Once I get my journal all in order I'll write down my fave things in here ^_^
I also feel i have to apology for not commenting to all the lovely ladies who leave me comments hugs and kisses for you!! xoxoxoxox and to all you amazing ladies who have updated your journals, I apologize for not commenting on them, just haven't been up to it. Bless the ladies that do comment or even read right now, I know summer is a very busy time.
sadly, there is always so much more i want to write but I'm getting very sleepy at the moment. Back to work tomorrow and then i get my wisdom teeth out tues. so another apology if I'm not on my compat all, i will be very drowsy.
I you all you wonderful women are having fun and staying sane in your summer endeavours, be it schooling, working, looking for work, planning to travel, or practicing the ancient art of the couch potatoe, may your activities be fun, and know that I miss and love you all!!!!
love to all my huggables!!!!
love your Hamilton home-sick robbs the robbie dobbie robbsky xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox |
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[May. 11th, 2006|02:05 am] |
fuckin ehh trying to type your password while feeling pretty buzzed is damn hard!!
I feel good and doing all my concentration to typw as i'm a douche and haben't written on my blog journal in for ages!! that's just not nice of me no!!
I'm thinking, wow I have only been in orangeville a week?? well less not counting my sister's wedding. get me the fuck out of here!! I will suck it up and make money and then get my ass back to hamilton. there is nothing left here for me. just shitty memories and my great family who I can't complain about because they are all such sweet and loving people. other than them and a few friends i don't want to be here.
this place is bad for the brain. i try to kep a smile but its reaslly hard so i'm hoping work keeps me distracted. I just want my hsmilton friends and my Logan really badly. it hurts being far away in such a place that just makes me want to cry all the time.
what the fuck i'm a jknobb , no one wants to here this so i will go. i miss you all. I will come to hamilton as much as possible as much as i can.
love robbs xoxoxoxoxxocoxoxoxoxcoxox |
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[Apr. 18th, 2006|04:19 pm] |
I'm sorry this is going to be so angry but I don't care!! I just HAVE to get out my bitch fit NOW!!!
I'll look back at this later and be like, man I'm really mean and pathetic and whiney why did that bother me??
WHY!!?? I'll tell you WHY??!!
GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE NOW!! MY HOUSE!! i CLAIM IT!!
you pathetic excuses for human beings!!!!!
2 of my housemates, well in fact many of them really get under my skin, but I realize that happens when you live with strangers.
I told myself not to go downstairs yet, I could here the running water in the kitchen...but no.. I'm fucking hungry.
It was "the girl" of course, now i have never witnessed what I did, but I just guessed before.
now call me a bitch but I don't care.. she had the kitchen tap going FULL BLAST... let me repeat that..FULL BLAST!! for 15 minutes!!!!
now you might say..so what take a chill pill... ahh but! it is what she was doing!
she was brushing her teeth..for that long... guzzling and having the water spew out her mouth..for 15 minutes...
and the bast part folks??!! I now need a FUCKING BOAT to paddle my way to the stove to make some beans!!!
AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH FUCK FUCK MOTHER FUCK SON OF A BITCH SHIT SHIT FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my tongue could not be held for too long, I tried, and all i politely said was: "you know they have to pay for that water" and all I got was a uh huh...
I could have freaked out, i have wanted to for ages... i will be good, list my reasons and then clm myself down with a chocolate tranquilizer....
they piss me off b/c:
~ they don't recycle, after been told how (sorry if you live in my house and their is a blue box, get off your fucking ass and put the can in it!!)
~ b/c they don't recycle, they fill up the garbage with stinky food shit that smells like big foot's dick!!
~they don't throw out the garbage that they fill, they never ask to help
~they don't give two shits about the people living here, most people wouldn't care, but when you live in a student house, its nice to show your ugly mug every now and then to ask if there is anything to help with
~ they play their fucking shitty shitty chinese love ballads at 4am when they come with their burger king that they half eat, leave all over the table, and then not pick up for a week
~ the bitch's ugly giant white hooker boots have started tearing holes in the kitchen floor b/c she can't be bothered to take them off
~ she lets her PSYCHO boyfriend stay over all the time, even the landlords ahve said not to, and even though he throws temper tantrums, throws her shit around
they slam doors like they don't know that if you kindly push on a door it will click shut, b/c of this the door gets slammed but doesn't closed, fucking frightening to come down for a drink at 3am and see the front door wide open and no one home
~they brush their teeth in the kitchen sink, and wash her face, leaving them all over the counter, tooth paster goo and shit smeared all over the counter
~ she wants her psycho boyfriend to move in next year into her room, yeah like 2 people with 1 rent price is gonna happen!
~ they don't know how to knock, I know logan says i should lock the bathroom door all the time, but damnit!! who the fuck just WALTZES in to the bathroom without knocking when the door is closed and light/fan is on?? PS the bro and sis due that to each other's bedrooms, Personally I think they are incestuous
~ they use up all the tiolet paper. Now they are skinny little stick people with no asses, your telling me they need to unravel an entire roll to wipe one tiny ass crak every time they take a piss?? my other housemate and I have resorted to bringing our own to the bathroom and then taking it back, its kinda like camp now.
~ and finally, the thing that ticks me off the most, the water all over that I said before, ALL OVER!!! I should not have to walk into my kitchen to find a fucking lake has sprouted up in the last half hour!!!
wow sorry ladies... this rant was LONG overdue... I feel cleansed now
and if they decide not to move out, i will, simple as that
I think sometimes i preferred the stupid but friendly and loyal housemates from last year to the inconsiderate, assholic, rude and shitty 2 this year
my silly way of revenge right now... blasting my music, that'll show those fuckers!! hehehe ^_^ Let the music war begin you dirty mother fucker....
I love you all!! I hope i haven't scared anyone off!! :(
love to my huggables!!
~ love robbs the robbie dobbie robbsky xoxoxoxoxox |
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